I didnât scream. The tears didnât even come. There was only silence and pain.
I didnât know where to go. I didnât know how to go on. I just stood and prayed to wake up from this nightmare.
A distant relative picked me up. He lived alone in a village and gave me shelter. I didnât call my son.
I didnât want to hear his voice. A month passed. And then â he came.
He stood on his knees before me, crying like a child. It turned out his girlfriend betrayed him. She cheated on him with his friend.
Stole almost all their money from their shared account. Ran away. Left him in debt and shame.
He said that when he kicked me out, he thought he was doing the right thing. That he was building a ânew life.â But in truth, he was destroying everything. He begged for forgiveness.
He kissed my hands. His tears rolled down his cheeks. â Mom, forgive me⊠I forgot who truly loves me.
And I just looked at him and thought:
Do I even need that forgiveness anymore? 
