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re silent, unsure what to do next.
“But when I finally reached out… she answered,” Mark continued.
He paused, swallowing hard.
“She told me that she was sick and that we didn’t have much time, but we made the most of what we had.
She didn’t tell you because she didn’t want to burden you while you were already dealing with so much. She hoped one day, I could tell you myself.”
Hannah finally found her voice.
It was trembling and raw.
“Why the house? Our house?
And why sell it to you?”
Mark’s face softened.
“She told me about how much it meant to all of you.
And the only reason that she was selling it was because of her medical bills. She said that the three of you would refuse and would try to pay for it. But she didn’t want you in debt.”
“So?”
“So, she offered it to me for a low price, as a way to connect with her and with you.
But I told her that I wanted to buy it, for her original asking price.
It felt more… fair that way. I wanted to honor her without taking anything away from you.”
Tears streamed down Claire’s face, and for once, she had no snarky comeback.
Hannah reached for my hand, gripping it tightly.
None of us could speak.
Mark excused himself shortly after, sensing we needed space. But the next week, he invited us to visit the house.
It was surreal walking through the front door again.
I expected to feel out of place.
I stood on the porch, my boots almost rooted to the wooden floorboards.
I felt… scared.
“Willow!” Mark said. “Come in!”
Suddenly, my feet were able to move. And I was greeted with the same warm energy the house always had.
Mark hadn’t changed a thing.
The furniture, the photos, the little trinkets Mom kept on the mantel, they were all still there.
“I didn’t want to touch anything,” he explained as we stood in the kitchen.
“It felt wrong to disturb anything.”
We spent hours that day walking him through the house, sharing memories tied to every corner.
“That’s where we’d build blanket forts,” Claire said, pointing to the living room. “And over there, that’s where Hannah broke Mom’s favorite vase and blamed me for it.”
Mark laughed, a sound so genuine it made my heart ache.
Later, Claire pulled out an old photo album she’d brought along, and the four of us sat on the worn couch, flipping through pages of our childhood.
Mark stared at one picture for a long time, a snapshot of the three of us on the porch, grinning like we didn’t have a care in the world.
“I always wondered what it would’ve been like to grow up here,” he said softly.
“To grow up with her… with siblings.”
At that moment, I realized something. We couldn’t change the past.
We couldn’t give Mark the childhood he missed or undo the years of silence.
Mom would have had her reasons for keeping her secret.
And who were we to judge her?
But what we could do was give him this: our stories, our memories, our love.
“Mark, I’m starving,” I said. “Shall I teach you how to make Mom’s pancakes and maybe her lasagna, too? There were always these little things she added, breaking the usual recipes.”
“Let’s go,” Mark smiled.
“I’m sure I have everything here.”
My sisters were happy just drinking their coffee and watching Hallmark movies on the TV while Mark and I cooked for them.
“What are we doing first?
The pancakes or the lasagna?” Mark asked, getting the flour out.
“The lasagna,” I said. “And then the pancakes while we wait.”
Mark grinned.
“I’m sorry we had to meet this way,” he said.
“But I’m not sorry to be here.”
“I know,” I agreed. “I’m happy we’re here.
And in a way, I’m happy that Mom is at peace.
Toward the end, the chemo really began to eat at her. She was tiny… sad. A shell of who she was.”
Mark remained silent as I chopped the onions.
“But this house?
It feels like she’s still here.
It will always be home, Mark.”
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