“Keep it professional. Even if your intentions are pure, perception matters.”
Fair enough. That night, I went home and told Nida everything.
I thought she’d laugh it off or say Jordan was a jealous weirdo. But instead, she barely looked up from her phone and said, “Well, maybe don’t act like a food daddy to other women.”
I blinked. “A what?”
She shrugged.
“You cook for her. You sit with her. It’s a vibe.
Maybe don’t give people the wrong idea.”
Something about that stung. Not just her tone, but the fact that she never reacted like this when I brought her food. It made me think.
When was the last time Nida had even complimented something I made? Last month? The lasagna, maybe.
She said it was “okay.” I’d made the noodles from scratch. Meanwhile, Lily had texted me the night before, saying the brisket made her cry a little. That it reminded her of her grandfather’s old smoker.
That her whole day had been lifted. I didn’t reply. I couldn’t.
Instead, I stopped bringing food to work for anyone but myself. Kept my head down. Ate alone.
Things with Nida didn’t improve. In fact, they got weirder. A week after the bulletin board incident, I caught her taking pictures of my meal and texting them to someone—without asking.
“Who are you sending that to?” I asked. She paused. “Oh, just my cousin.
He likes food pics.”
I don’t know why, but my gut twisted. That weekend, I made birria tacos—slow braised short rib, consommé on the side, handmade tortillas. Nida took one bite and said it was too greasy.
Then I saw her take two full tacos, plate them perfectly, and walk out the door. “I thought you didn’t like them,” I said. “They’re for Safina,” she replied.
“She’s pregnant and craving meat.”
I didn’t know a Safina. That’s when I did something I’d never done before: I checked her phone. While she was in the shower, I opened her messaging app.
No Safina. But there was someone named “Nadz.”
They’d been texting back and forth for weeks. Photos of my food.
Flirty comments. “Damn girl, I’d marry whoever cooked that.” And then:
“Ugh I wish he’d make stuff like this for me.”
I felt my face go cold. That was me.
She was talking about me. But not like a boyfriend. More like a private chef she was tired of.
There was another message too. One from her:
“Honestly I think he’s into someone else. Always bringing stuff to his work wife.”
Work wife.
That was it. That’s how Jordan got that photo. Nida had planted the seed.
Maybe even encouraged him. I put the phone down and stepped back. I didn’t confront her that night.
I didn’t trust myself to stay calm. Instead, I waited. I planned.
The next weekend, I told Nida I’d entered a neighborhood chili cook-off. That I’d be prepping all Saturday. She barely looked up.
“Cool. Let me know if there’s leftovers.”
I made two massive pots. One beef, one vegetarian.
Cornbread muffins. Pickled onions. The works.
Then I packed it all into my car… and drove straight to Lily’s. I knocked. She opened the door looking confused, hair in a messy bun, baby on her hip.
I said, “You told me once you used to do cook-offs with your granddad. Want to judge mine?”
She smiled so big I nearly forgot how nervous I was. We sat on her porch, tasting both chilis while her toddler tossed blocks at my feet.
She didn’t flirt. I didn’t either. It wasn’t about that.
It was just… warm. Comfortable. Honest.
I told her about Nida. The texts. The food pics.
She didn’t act surprised. Instead, she said something I’ll never forget:
“Some people want the perks of love without the person. They want the meal, not the cook.”
That hit me hard.
By the end of the night, I knew what I had to do. I went home, packed a bag, and left Nida a note. Not cruel.
Just honest. You loved my food, not me. And eventually, I need someone who sees both.
She texted a dozen times. Called twice. Said I was being dramatic.
But she never said she was sorry. Lily checked in a few days later. Asked if I was okay.
I said I was getting there. She replied, “You ever think about opening a pop-up? I know a spot behind my cousin’s bookstore.”
So I did.
Started small. Saturday mornings only. Called it “Second Helping.”
The name meant more than food.
It meant I was giving myself another shot. Turns out, people show up for flavor and heart. And sometimes, they stay.
Lily did. As a friend. Then more.
Her marriage ended quietly a few months after. She told me later it had been on life support long before brisket entered the chat. Now we co-run the pop-up together.
She handles customers, I handle the spice rub. We don’t rush anything. Not the meat.
Not each other. Because the best things in life take time. And the people who wait for them?
They’re the ones worth feeding. If you’ve ever felt unseen in a relationship—like someone only loves what you do and not who you are—trust me, you’re not alone. Give yourself permission to be the main course, not just the side dish.
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