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my head hard. “You’re lying. Both of you.”

“Emily, please,” Dad said.

His voice softened. “We love you. You are our daughter.”

I stared at them.

My hands curled into fists. “But you lied!” I shouted. “Every single day.

You looked me in the eyes. You lied!”

Mom reached toward me. Her hands shook.

I stepped back.

“We wanted to tell you,” she cried. “We were scared.”

“Scared of what?” I asked.

“That you would hate us. That you would leave us,” she said.

I felt my whole body shaking.

My throat burned. “This letter was for me. You had no right to keep it.”

Dad’s voice cracked.

“We didn’t know how to tell you. But we have always loved you.”

I stood. My hands were tight at my sides.

“I don’t even know who I am.”

The room went quiet. The silence hurt.

“Tell me her name,” I said. “Where is she?”

Mom lowered her head.

Dad answered. “Her name is Sarah. She lived in the city where you were born.”

I stared at them both.

I grabbed my jacket, keys, and bag.

“Emily, wait!” Mom called out.

But I didn’t stop. I could hear Mom calling my name, but I kept going. I slammed the door behind me and stumbled toward my car, my breath coming fast and shaky.

I had never felt this kind of pain before.

It was sharp and deep like something inside me had snapped.

I climbed into the driver’s seat and gripped the steering wheel as hard as I could.

I started the car and drove away without looking back. I headed straight to my apartment.

When I got inside, I dropped my bag on the floor. I couldn’t stop crying.

My chest hurt so much I could barely breathe. I cried until there were no more tears left, just that awful empty feeling.

I barely slept that night. I couldn’t stop hearing my parents’ voices in my head.

Their words circled over and over, but none of their reasons could drown out the hurt.

The betrayal was louder than anything they had said.

When the sun came up, I knew I couldn’t just sit there. I had to find her. I checked online and there were only a few results.

Then I saw her photo. She stood outside a small diner, smiling.

I stared at the screen. My eyes wouldn’t leave her face.

I wondered if I looked like her. I wondered if she ever thought about me.

I got in my car and drove two hours to that little town. I kept going over the words I might say when I saw her, but none of them felt right.

When I reached the diner, I stayed across the street, just sitting in my car, watching.

It was small and simple.

Inside, people laughed and talked over their meals. The windows were bright with sunshine.

Then I saw her. Sarah.

She moved between the tables, carrying plates and smiling at the people around her. She looked kind. She looked happy.

I felt my heart race as I forced myself to open the car door.

I stepped outside, walked across the street, and pushed open the door of the diner. The bell above the door jingled softly.

“Hi there! Sit wherever you like,” she called from behind the counter.

Her voice sounded friendly and warm.

I picked a small table by the window. I sat down and tried to keep my hands still. My fingers kept twisting together in my lap.

She walked over with a bright smile and handed me a menu.

“What can I get you, sweetie?” she asked, tilting her head a little as she looked at me.

I felt my throat tighten. I cleared it and tried to speak without my voice shaking. “Just a sandwich, please,” I said, keeping my eyes down.

She nodded and wrote the order on her pad.

“Coming right up.” She turned and headed back toward the kitchen.

I stared at her as she moved between the tables. Every time she passed near me, I wanted to say something. The words were right there, but I couldn’t get them out.

When she brought the sandwich, I coughed.

My throat felt dry and itchy.

She set the plate down and gave me a soft smile. “Sounds like you’re catching a cold,” she said. “Would you like some tea?

It’s on the house.”

“Thank you,” I whispered. My voice barely came out.

She smiled again, sweet and gentle, then walked back toward the counter.

I stayed there for hours, sitting at the table by the window, barely eating, barely moving.

The sandwich on my plate stayed almost untouched. I watched her the whole time as she moved between the customers, smiling easily and talking softly.

We exchanged a few simple words — only safe small talk about the town, the diner, and the weather.

I lied. I said I was just passing through. My throat felt tight every time I spoke, but I tried to smile.

Then the door opened.

A man came in, holding a little boy’s hand. They laughed softly as they walked toward Sarah.

The boy let go of the man’s hand and ran straight to her. She bent down right away and hugged him close.

She smiled at him with so much love that my chest hurt.

The warmth on her face made my heart ache.

I sat frozen, staring at them. I could not look away. Was this her family?

Did she have another child? Did she already have everything she needed in her life?

I couldn’t stay. My chest felt tight, my breath short and hard to catch.

I grabbed my bag, left money on the table, and walked out fast, holding back tears until I reached my car.

I collapsed into the seat and let the sobs come, hot and heavy, shaking my whole body. I wasn’t ready.

I told myself I wouldn’t go back. But the next week, I was driving those same two hours again.

I didn’t fully understand why. I just knew I couldn’t let it go.

I sat at the same table, watching her move between the customers, smiling easily. When she saw me, she smiled like she was happy to see me.

“Well, hello again,” she said.

“Back in town?”

“Yeah… just passing through,” I replied, my voice barely steady.

“Same order as last time?”

I nodded.

She brought the sandwich and tea, her kindness as gentle as before. I coughed again, and she gave me a soft look of concern.

Our conversation stayed light, but every word from her felt like it pulled at something deep inside me.

Then the man and the boy came in again. I watched as the boy ran to her, and she hugged him close.

When she came by my table later, I said softly, “You have a lovely family.”

Sarah smiled.

“Thank you. But that’s my brother and my nephew.”

The breath I’d been holding finally left my lungs. I knew I couldn’t keep coming like this.

I couldn’t sit there in silence, hiding.

That night, I waited outside the diner until her shift ended. When she stepped into the parking lot, pulling her jacket tighter, I approached.

“Sarah,” I called, my voice shaking.

She turned, surprised. “Oh, hi.

You’re still here?”

“I… I need to talk to you.”

Concern crossed her face. “Is everything okay?”

I took a step closer and reached into my bag, pulling out the letter. My fingers shook as I held it out to her.

She glanced down at the envelope, her expression softening the moment she saw the handwriting.

Slowly, she reached for it, her hands starting to tremble as well.

Her lips parted, but no words came out.

She looked up at me, her eyes filling with tears. And in that moment, without needing me to say anything, she understood.

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she whispered, “Can I… can I hug you?”

I nodded, my throat too tight to speak.

She wrapped her arms around me, and I fell into her. We stood there, crying, holding each other under the soft glow of the parking lot lights.

When we finally stepped back, she smiled through her tears.

“Would you come back inside?

I’d love to talk.”

I nodded, wiping my face.

We sat at a quiet table, away from the others. She poured tea for both of us. At first, we sat in silence.

Then she told me everything.

How young she’d been. How scared. How much she had loved me.

She said my biological father had wanted to keep me, but couldn’t.

They stayed in touch, both wondering about me all these years.

I listened. I told her about my life and childhood. How my parents loved and gave me everything.

“I was angry at them,” I admitted softly.

“But they did love me. They still do.”

Sarah squeezed my hand. “I’m grateful they raised you.”

When we stood to leave, she hugged me again.

“I’d love to see you again,” she said.

“I’d like that,” I answered.

That night, back in my apartment, I picked up my phone. I stared at the screen for a long time before typing the message to the family group.

“Thank you for loving me. Thank you for raising me.

I’m coming home for breakfast tomorrow.”

When I hit send, something inside me finally felt at peace.

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