My hands are gripping the steering wheel so tight my knuckles have turned bone white. Through the restaurant window, I can see them all gathered around that long table, laughing, raising their wine glasses, passing plates piled high with food that smells like garlic and fresh bread even from out here in this parking lot.
My son sits right there among them, fork in hand, like I don’t exist.
Two hours. I’ve been waiting in this car for two hours.
The September night air hangs thick and warm, but I’m shaking. Cars pull in and out around me. A young couple walks past holding hands, the woman’s laugh bright and easy. A family with two small children heads toward the entrance, the father carrying the youngest on his shoulders. Everyone belongs somewhere tonight.
Everyone except me.
Inside, a waiter brings more wine. The Blackwells lean back in their chairs like royalty. Sienna’s mother touches her pearls and says something that makes the whole table erupt. Even my son laughs.
Even Jasper.
Hi viewers, kindly tell us where you’re watching from and what time it is.
My name is Cordelia Walsh. I’m 73 years old, and I raised that boy in there by myself after his father walked out when Jasper was four. I worked double shifts at the hospital, wore shoes with holes in the soles so my son could have new sneakers for school. I taught him how to tie his ties, how to shake hands like he meant it, how to look people straight in the eye when he talked to them.
I gave him everything I had.
The restaurant door swings open. My heart jumps, but it’s not Jasper. It’s just another couple heading home to their lives, their warm houses, their people who remember they exist.
I press my palm against the window. The glass is cool under my skin.
Inside, Sienna leans close to Jasper and whispers something. He nods. She touches his arm. The gesture looks casual, but I know my son’s body language. His shoulders are tight. His smile doesn’t reach his eyes.
When Jasper married Sienna three years ago, I tried my best to welcome her. Lord knows I tried.
She came from money. The kind of money that has summer homes and investment portfolios and lawyers on speed dial. Her parents, Royce and Genevieve Blackwell, looked at me like I was dirt on their expensive shoes from the first moment we met.
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