“It’s not like you ever travel anyway, Holly. Stop being so dramatic about this whole situation.”
My mother’s laughter echoed through the phone, sharp and dismissive, the same sound that had been slicing through my self-worth for thirty-three years. I sat in my small one-bedroom apartment in Des Moines, Iowa, the kind of place where you can hear your neighbor’s TV through the wall and the furnace rattles every time it kicks on.
My laptop screen glowed in the dim light of a cheap floor lamp.
On it was my latest credit card statement. $12,700.
I blinked once. Twice.
The number stayed.
A luxury Caribbean cruise for my sister Brittany, charged to my card without a single text, call, or half-hearted “Hey, can we talk about this?” from anyone in my family. My name is Holly, and I have spent my entire adult life playing the same role in my family: the responsible one. I was the one who worked two jobs through college while my younger sister Brittany had her tuition paid in full by our parents.
The one who brought coupons to the grocery store and checked her bank balance twice a day while my parents cooed over Brittany’s “expensive taste” and “sophisticated lifestyle choices.”
The one who bought a house at twenty-nine in a quiet subdivision on the edge of Des Moines—a modest three-bedroom with a maple tree out front and a mortgage that felt like both a weight and a miracle.
The same house I then handed over to my parents when my father called me sobbing about his retirement savings being wiped out. “Mom, you used my credit card without asking me first,” I said now, hearing my voice come out calmer than I felt.
“That’s twelve thousand seven hundred dollars. I don’t just have that lying around.”
“Oh, please,” she scoffed, the sound so familiar it made my teeth clench.
“You make good money at that accounting firm of yours.
And Brittany deserved this trip after everything she’s been through with her divorce. Besides, we’re your parents. What’s yours is ours.
Isn’t that how family works?”
I stared at the bolded line item on the statement.
CRUISE LINE – LUXURY CARIBBEAN – $12,700.00
The cursor next to the charge blinked in time with my pulse. “Everything Brittany’s been through with her divorce,” I repeated in my head.
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